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TSN RPS fic: Meet me in New York. Epilogue

Title: Meet me in New York. Epilogue
Author: sanann
Genre: RPS, slash
Pairing: Andrew/Jesse
Word count: ~900
Beta: awesome twivamp92
Disclaimer: I own nothing
Warnings: Andrew and Jesse being their adorable selves
Summary: This is a story about Andrew coming to New York to shoot the new Spider-Man movie and Jesse being happy to see his best friend. This is also a story about Jesse realizing he's in love with said best friend.






Epilogue

The next few days Jesse splits his time between writing his script and hanging on Spider-Man set.

Andrew insists on Jesse coming on set every day for support, which means mostly hanging in his trailer during breaks.

It means kissing Andrew’s closed eyelids and guarding his sleep when he dozes off. It means obediently chewing on the food under Andrew’s glare. It also means trying to catch his breath when Andrew’s body pushes into him, shoving his thighs apart. 

Unfortunately, Jesse has to deal with Emma who makes kissy faces at them and demands to become a godmother of their first child.


 


First time Emma sees them, she shrieks, “You are holding hands! Cute hands holding alert!”, and Jesse attempts to jerk his hand away awkwardly but Andrew doesn’t let him, tightening his grip.

So, Jesse slips her cell phone number to Justin, assuring him that she’s his biggest fan since N’Sync times and she finds him dreamy, and just wishes for him to call her and sing ‘Tearin' Up My Heart’ (Jesse even made an effort of Googling N’Sync song lyrics before choosing the right song).

Jesse may or may not completely forget about that one time during promoting Zombieland when Emma confessed how much she hated boy bands, especially, that one with Britney’s ex pet, the one with curly hair, no offense, Jesse.

After, Emma doesn’t talk to him, so Jesse promises her he’ll Google for Justin’s embarrassing childhood pictures for her to post online, and they’re even.


 


Before the last shooting day of Spider-Man, Jesse wakes up to Andrew nuzzling his neck, dry lips brushing side of his jaw.

It’s still dark and Jesse slurs, “Shh, sleep now.”

Andrew buries his face into Jesse’s neck and just breathes.

Jesse pulls blanket higher to cover Andrew’s back, curling his hand around Andrew’s warm shoulders, and starts to doze off.

“C’mon, Jess, I need you out there with me.” Andrew says somewhere into Jesse’s collarbone, and he sounds like it’s important.

Jesse blinks his eyes open, taking in his surroundings, viewing mop of brown hair – Andrew’s head resting on Jesse’s chest, Jesse’s pale hand covering Andrew’s golden skin territorially.

Jesse swallows thickly, mouth dry and croaks, “okay.”

They eat some breakfast and fill the cats’ bowls before heading out, and when Jesse looks at Andrew, receiving Andrew’s warm sleepy smile in answer, Jesse knows he’d follow Andrew anywhere.

Before heading outside, Andrew puts on one of his hipster hats and wraps his ridiculous green scarf around Jesse’s neck, mumbling, “It’s cold there,” and Jesse doesn’t even open his mouth to protest.


 


They walk the streets and it feels like it’s just them, as if the feelings and sensations locked inside Jesse’s apartment are spilling over into the streets, widening the borders, and they can let themselves be who they are.

New York isn’t awake, streets dark and almost empty, and when Andrew grabs Jesse’s hand, he glances sideways at Andrew and smiles, the light feeling inside his chest forcing him want to laugh or to cry.

Andrew doesn’t tell him where they’re going and Jesse doesn’t ask, but shortly before reaching the place – only one block from the building – Jesse understands.

Jesse brings up their tangled fingers, lips quickly brushing over Andrew’s knuckles, while he stares right ahead, not pausing in his walk.

Andrew stops, forcing Jesse to stop as well, and when Jesse cranes his neck to look at him, Andrew watches him silently, eyes shining, as if Jesse is the most amazing thing in the world.


 


They end up standing on the rooftop of the building where their lives have completely changed. 

Andrew’s hands envelop Jesse, Andrew’s chest pressed to Jesse’s back, his chin on Jesse’s shoulder, and they stare silently at New York in front of them, sun slowly coming up.

“I am Kate Winslet in this scenario, aren’t I?” Jesse breaks silence.

“You won’t ruin this moment for me, Jesse Eisenberg,” Andrew attempts to keep himself from giggling. Jesse feels with his back tremors coming from Andrew’s body.

Jesse smiles and just lets himself breathe quietly for a few moments, watching the city.

“It’s beautiful here. Thank you.” For everything, really. Thank you for everything.

Andrew says the words into his neck, sighing, “I just– I just wanted to share your city with you. To feel what you feel.”

Jesse’s heart starts beating faster; he turns inside the circle of Andrew’s arms and asks, not bothering to keep hope from his voice, “Is there a chance for this city to become yours?”

Andrew looks at him, eye big and nods, swallowing thickly. And there’s so much in his eyes, emotions that won’t fit into the words, and Jesse doesn’t need more reassurance from Andrew.

In that right moment he realizes, he never felt so confident about anything in his life. 

He looks at Andrew, eyes serious, “You know my therapist told me once that I deserve to be happy. So, I think I do– I deserve my happiness. I mean, I deserve you.”

Andrew smiles blindingly and kisses him in answer.




I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now


The End

Comments

( 20 comments — Leave a comment )
badjujuboo
Sep. 11th, 2011 01:10 pm (UTC)
loved loved LOVED! I loved them getting semi trapped on their date on the roof (with the help of Emma) and the full circle of ending up there in the epilogue. The slow burn, the rush to finally touch when truths were revealed and the love that you've shown they so obviously share for each other throughout this ENTIRE fic is utterly brilliant. I loved the little pictures, great little focal points scattered throughout, that was fantastic!

I loved this. I think I need to reread again and again to really let it all settle in!
sanann
Sep. 11th, 2011 07:15 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much!
When I was writing this story, I got so emotionally involved in this, in their feelings and relationship, building up their world, that I felt pretty vulnerable posting this story and letting them go, and sharing all these emotions.
And then, there was no comment, and I was like, okay, just because nobody loved you like I did, doesn't mean that you aren't worth it, because you are precious, and I'm proud you let me walk all the way with you, and it's okay if I'm still the one who knows you.

Even if this sounds weird, it is just how I feel.

And then, you posted this comment, and you loved this story, and I was like, OMG, this story is appreciated and loved not only by me, and I'm so happy I could share this and someone felt the same.
So, yeah.
Thank you for loving this story and commenting *hugs*
Ashliegh Arlene
Sep. 13th, 2011 08:41 am (UTC)
Brilliant!!
i literally burst into tears when i figured out where the end was going.
it was absolutely fantastic.
well done
sanann
Sep. 13th, 2011 09:56 am (UTC)
Re: Brilliant!!
Okay, you have no idea what you did.
I was pretty depressed yesterday, in some kind of state of emotional turmoil.
And I gave so much to this story and no one was interested, and I felt like it is there for everyone to poke but not to love.
Like, I left it there to be open and vulnerable, and no one really cared.
Well, like it needed to be protected, y'know?!

So, I decided to lock it and leave it available to only one person who commented for that person to read it when he wants.
Not because I was trying to punish someone or something like that, I just felt that it will be fair to my story, for me to protect it.

And as my emotional state was unstable yesterday, I decided it is fair to give my story another day and see if everyone else needs it.

So, I'm happy you loved it, and that you felt all those emotions.
Basically, you are the one who saved this story from being unaccessible.
Thank you *hugs*
P.S. it sounds crazy, I know.
Ashliegh Arlene
Sep. 14th, 2011 08:45 am (UTC)
Re: Brilliant!!
No,no,no I am very glad you didn't lock this!
I am a bit honored I saved this as well, because it's too beautiful to hide.
Again thank you for this spectacular piece of art, I needed it when I first read it, and I surely will again sometime soon!
Stay Excellent(:
sanann
Sep. 14th, 2011 10:26 am (UTC)
Re: Brilliant!!
And thank you *hugs you tight*
Now, that's a motivation to write more))
stueypants
Sep. 13th, 2011 07:06 pm (UTC)
URGH MY GOD!!!
I want them to just get married already :'(
Wonderful and just my heart aches for these two beautiful people, I believe they are together, far to much evidence to deny.
x
sanann
Sep. 13th, 2011 07:41 pm (UTC)
Aww *squishes you*
I do believe what they have is special and more than just a friendship. You can't manufacture the feelings these two have for each other. It's all in their eyes.
And I'm happy they allowed us to witness this intangible amazing feeling all of us wish to have.
Claire Mrat-Balaan
Sep. 13th, 2011 09:04 pm (UTC)
This is so, so good. The cuteness, and the closeness, and the angst, and Emma's BAMFness, and the awesome smut, and the love, and the pure, heart-wrenching moments between them, and the way you made all of this match with the pictures in NY ...
My heart = shattered on the floor.u
sanann
Sep. 13th, 2011 10:33 pm (UTC)
Thank you! *hugs you*
I just needed to tell this story, to express all my emotions, the way I see them.
And, of course, NY Soho date! I just had to write this scene for it to be perfect, all the pictures and songs... I wanted everyone to see how perfect what they have is, how special, how they make me feel.
So happy you felt it and loved it.
rubydium
Sep. 14th, 2011 05:28 pm (UTC)
Omg!!!!!!dis fic z MARVELLOUS!!!!!!!!!d character sketch ws so accurate.....m js wonderin dt how cn sum write such a beauty..!!!!dis z 1 of d BEST fic i hv read in jewnicorn fandom......if i could contact jesse or andrew den il make dem read dis piece of beauty n if dey r not datin den m sure dt dey will start aftr readin dis......thnx for puttin up dis utterly awesum fic!!!!!!:) :) <33333
sanann
Sep. 14th, 2011 09:29 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much!
Glad you loved it.
I think Jesse will have some sort of panic attack if he finds this story)) But Andrew... he may think it's funny or cute, or who the hell knows, but no, no panic attack))
Anyway, yes, I hope they are dating, because when they are together, they are shining with happiness, and I want them to be happy.
If someone looked at me the way they look at each other, I'd know that I was loved. So.
Thanks again))
say_thanks
Sep. 23rd, 2011 08:41 am (UTC)
This was so brilliant, you are so brilliant, Jesse and Andrew are so brilliant.. just.. whatever they have, a romance, a bromance..their intense, spectacular relationship makes me giddy and I can only hope that someone will love me the way Andrew and Jesse love each other!

Thankyou for writing this, it made my heart smile and for some reason I'm not so scared for the future anymore <3
sanann
Sep. 24th, 2011 10:38 am (UTC)
Ohh *squishes you*
Thank you so much for this wonderful comment.

I have no words, kinda overwhelmed here.
I'm glad that someone finds me my writing brilliant, 'cause I have a lot to say about my writing, but nothing remotely close to these words. And I'm happy when I try to deliver my best, and it works for someone.
And yes, the relationship these guys have makes my heart swell, and makes my wanna sing, and I wish to have such love. And when I look at them I'm so happy to realize it does exist.

I'm not so scared for the future anymore
I wish I could hug you.
leladancer18
Sep. 27th, 2011 05:33 pm (UTC)
You're such a gem. I have to tell you that your characterizations of both Andrew and Jesse really ring true to me based on how I've seen them in interviews, videos, etc. I guess I wanted to say thanks for putting in so much effort in everything that you posted. I believe everyone that came across your story could tell. It was obvious throughout the final product, even glancing at your comment replies, well, you just seemed very sweet. I understand getting into characters' lives/stories so much that you gradually become a little too invested it, but that's okay. Strangely enough, I understood where you were coming from when you said you put a lot of love in creating this, you knew it worth and just wanted others to recognize its brilliance too---I get that way with my stuff. You're alone there.

Anyway, fantastic job!!

Much love, dear. <3
sanann
Sep. 27th, 2011 10:50 pm (UTC)
Okay, I'm kinda speechless.
Thank you so much!
I'm a bit teary now.
I wanna give you hugs, and kisses, and cookies.
<3
superschnittiu
Oct. 17th, 2011 01:36 pm (UTC)
wonderful - the last scene was pretty amazing and best part of non jewnicorn was mentioning the baby pics of justin - team timberlone :-)
now one of my favs! thanks for writing
sanann
Oct. 17th, 2011 09:25 pm (UTC)
Oh, I'm so happy you loved it and that it's one of your favs from now on.
I'm smiling hugely right now, btw))
Thank you for reading and commenting.

P.S. timbalone jokes will never get old))
red8silver
Sep. 26th, 2012 11:02 am (UTC)
Wow!!
I loooved this fic.!!
So much so that I have to re-read again and again!
Thank you very much to friended me!
sanann
Nov. 15th, 2012 04:34 pm (UTC)
Thank you! I loved writing the story.
Sorry I reply late.
But hey, glad you didn't go anywhere
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